Thursday, August 16, 2012

Disappointment

I haven't had a scale in months, so I've been guesstimating my weight.

I'm not 208, I'm 214. 

I know it doesn't seem like much more, but it FEELS like so much more.  my heart hurts.  I can't believe I've let myself get to this point.  I feel like giving up already, only because I thought I was a lower number. :(

Why don't I feel more motivated to change it, rather than feeling defeated and like giving up?

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